Distance

Nnt skype lagi. I miss you :)

Undefined

Let me illustrate to you how I thought my career path would be;

end of 2005

2007-2010


end of 2010.

So, one step at a time now, shall we?

p/s : no more school. What now?

You, you, you and you

I have a lot of catching up to do.

People have been leaving UTP one by one. Some I get to say goodbye for the last time, and some I did not. I am not good with words lately, so

Thank you so much;

to my housemates - Sal, Irene, Syuhada, Mype, Ned, Naj, Sher, Deng, Ina, Rin (not in the picture) and Enoi - for the fantastic year of sharing the house with you guys, you guys are seriously the most awesome housemates EVERRR

to Naj and Enoi, comrades, partners in crime for the past 5 years. I had the greatest time spent with you guys, gossiping, watching movies, take tons of pictures, not forgetting skipping classes and byk lagiklah. Thank you for making my life in UTP wonderful. Will miss you loads!


to Ned, my roommate, thank you for putting up with me and my 'temperaments' (esp my sarcasm, tho I dont mean it most of the time). haha.. and also for putting up with my staying up most nights making it hard for you to sleep with the lights on, but got used to it after sometime. Haha. Thank you Ned!!

to Weda, one of the most caring person I have ever met, thank you for being a great friend and a great confidante, rindu nak gossip2 ngn ko!!

to As, Siti, Nema and Pika (not in the picture) for the few last moments spent in West Malaysia (cey) as students. Had great times with you guys!! Nnt buat lg ye trip jalan2

to Rafi and Rose, for the double dates, couple things, hehe wont forget the times we spent together be it as couples or not, kawen nnt jgn lupe jemput :) dah2, jgn sdeh ye.. aku pun rindu korg gak nnt.. hahaha

to Aida, Edy, Husna, Dayah, Ada, Dya, Nad, Nana, Anis, Farha, Syara, Ami and Daa (not in the pictures) for the memorable times for the past 5 years us being classmates, and thank you too for the assignments you guys let me copy (haha), thank you so much!!


to Bali, my loyal chatting mate from 3rd year up until now. Tahan gak ko ye ngn perangai aku. haha.. Thanks bro. And also thanks for the free meals haha

and to others, whose name I havent mentioned yet, being in the same class with you guys was really the best :)


to Mr. Mubarak, my fyp daddy and Farha and Azim, my fyp brother and sister, thank you for your guidance for me to make it until the end. I cant thank you enough.


to Abg Johan and Abg Hafiz, thanks for your help and assistance for my final year project in the lab. You guys rock!


to Petronas (mana boleh lupa nie), my sponsor, thank you for the financial support, hehe


to my parents, two of the most important people in my life, thank you for the support you have given me all my life, you guys are the best and I will always make you proud of me, cant wait to see you!


and last but not least, to my dearie, cant thank you enough for all the things u have done for me, for saving me, for putting up with me, for loving me and byk lagi. I will miss you so much. Huhu....

You may see that I am a bit reluctant and haste in saying goodbye to you guys but it's not because I dont care, it's because I hate goodbyes esp when we will not see each other for a long time. Take care and keep in touch ya.

p/s : some of the pics I took from facebook profiles hope you dont mind :)

Careful

Michelle Featherstone - Careful

It's the little things
They pulled me in and I'm defenseless
I try to ignore like I've done before but it's just useless

I've made up my mind that I'm gonna let you in
And I'm not afraid but I have to say

This is gonna hurt if it ever ends
But somehow you have shattered my defense
This is gonna hurt if it ever starts
So promise you'll be careful with my heart

It's the things you do
They made me fall hard for you and I can't help it
And it's every day that I feel this way
So just don't stop it

I've made up my mind that I'm gonna let you in
And I'm not afraid but I have to say

This is gonna hurt if it ever ends
But somehow you have shattered my defense
This is gonna hurt if it ever starts
So promise you'll be careful with my heart

I won't make excuses
They just all seem useless
You don't have the time
I guess I'll take my chances now that I know love is on the line

This is gonna hurt if it ever ends
But somehow you have shattered my defense
This is gonna hurt if it ever starts
So promise you'll be careful with my heart

Careful with my heart

p/s : <3

Early Age

Alhamdulillah, achieved the first stage of self compacting concrete today.



p/s : Fikirkan boley!
p/p/s : Happy Birthday Muja :)
p/p/p/s : Get well soon Anis :)

Terkial-kial Macam Sial

Today is the shittiest day of my life because

-slept at 5am and woke up at 9am because were so nervous fearing that everything will go wrong again (and damn i was right) and i went straight to the lab although my head was literally up in the clouds

-wasted 5 hours for fyp which resulted into nothing
in fact, i wasted the whole semester for the goddamn project

-got mad at by boyfriend for no reason

-have to accept the fact that my fyp is doomed.

-there's only one thing left to do. which I despise the most. but I am desperate

and oh, my music player was randomly on travis - 'why does it always rain on me' while in the lab. ironic much?

p/s : kena buat solat hajat

ANGUISH

That, my friends, is me. And probably you, too.

p/s : Penat aku melukis guna power point. Esok ada test belom study pa2. Oklah

Puisi Sepi

Bisik ku pada bulan
Kembalikan temanku

Kekasihku, Syurgaku

Tanpa dia malam menemaniku
Sepi memelukku

Bulan jangan biar siang biar malam ini kelam
Biar ia sepi sepertiku

p/s : aicey...

Eid ul Fitr

Maafkan kamek if kamek ter..



kaco lebeh-lebeh

makan makanan lebeh-lebeh

cucok perut sampe sakit

kasar bahasa

tetak lebeh-lebeh

bulak

mungkir janji

sik tegur

and macam-macam lagik..

Mintak ampun dan maap dari ujong rambut ke ujong kaki~




..............Selamat Hari Raya!

Kuching-ing

Pardon me for not updating much when at home. It is just that I enjoyed it here, and don't bother to go online

p/s : let us spend these last few days of fasting wisely <3

Friends

It was at that moment, when you defended me eventho u and I know I am the one who shud take the blame in the first place, that I feel better,

Thank you. <3

Seven Types

Just want to share;

Always wondered why some guys always manage to get the best of girls?

Well, the secret is not good looks or a well-defined six pack, but the fact that women simply get attracted to certain personality traits and flock to men who possess them.

Below are seven of these "ideal types" of guys that women are drawn to, and an explanation as to why these guys are so appealing, reports Fox News .
The list could help you understand what women are looking for, and most importantly, to make sure that you fit the bill.

The Romantic Guy
He believes in classic romance. He is constantly bringing her flowers and chocolate and lighting candles during dinner. He calls her often to let her know he is thinking about her and looks into her eyes and tells her how he feels.

Why he is so irresistible: A woman loves to feel appreciated, and the romantic guy makes this happen. He uses romantic gestures to show her he is thinking about her. As an added bonus, she feels free to reciprocate and act on her own romantic tendencies.

The Confident Guy
He is totally secure and sure of himself. He is assertive in public and gives off an aura of power and control. In a relationship, he doesn''t get jealous of other men; he doesn''t feel threatened by his girlfriend''s male friends or co-workers.

Why he is so irresistible: Women are attracted to confident men. Consider this: If you think you are great, she will probably be influenced to think the same. The confident man doesn''t seek approval from women, and this makes them want him even more.

The Artistic Guy
The artistic guy is spontaneous and lives for the moment. Often, he will use his creativity to woo her, such as with a song he has written about her or a painting he has made for her.
Why he is so irresistible: Every woman wants to feel unique and special. There is no better way to make her feel this way than to use her as your muse or your source of inspiration. She is intrigued by the artistic guy''s creative mind and especially by the way he incorporates her into his art.

The Foreign Guy
He comes from a faraway exotic country and he might have a cute accent or a unique way of seeing the world. His social customs and everyday behaviour can be a little quirky, but he always manages to come off as uniquely charming.

Why he is so irresistible: Women often choose this kind of guy if they are curious about the world, but most of the appeal comes down to a fascination with dating someone from another culture.

The Free Spirit Guy (aka the Bad Boy)
The free spirit guy goes where the wind takes him - and the wind usually takes him on some kind of wacky adventure. He might ride a motorcycle, or he might skip work to take her on a last-minute road trip, but this guy doesn''t worry too much about the consequences- he just sees where his own devices take him.

Why he is so irresistible: Every woman wants a bit of a rebel. She loves his carefree attitude and hopes that it will rub off on her too. The bad boy spirit adds an element of youthfulness to the relationship and she loves to try taming him, although she knows she''ll never actually succeed.

The Intelligent/Witty Guy
He instigates conversations that are intellectually stimulating and listens to what she has to say in response. He makes her laugh with his clever sense of humour and has an uncanny ability to make politics interesting. He can shoot the breeze with her for hours and it will never get boring.

Why he is so irresistible: An intellectual connection is a big part of what sustains a relationship and if you can show her that you''ve got that, she''ll be hooked pretty quickly.

The Considerate Guy
He holds open her car door and pulls out her chair. He foots the bill for dinner and makes sure to offer her dessert. He always asks her out with reasonable notice and picks her up at her door. He is generally sensitive to how she is feeling and when she is ready to go home.

Why he is so irresistible: Once a woman has gone through her share of the bad guy, the rude guy and the not-calling-her-back guy, she will likely re-evaluate her priorities. It takes a bit of maturity on her part to realize this, but eventually most girls come around and realize that they want a guy who will treat them well in the long run.

But, think twice before copying any of the above character types, for women can know when you are faking it

p/s : http://forceindya.com/content/seven-types-guys-women-cant-resist-0

Destination

Uwaaa... ensemmm... uwaaaa hahaha..... Kim Hyun Joong.................



p/s : nangga jak walaupun xpaham

150 Juta

I miss you, I miss us

Just The Way You Are

This song is so sweet kan. Mcm tipu jak ada orang mcm tok. Too good to be true

Happy Fasting everyone. <3

I Miss You

Don't let me browse thru our old photos again. Waaa...

I miss you Dena & Nora

Chasing Pavements

I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong I am right, don't need to look no further
This ain't lust, I know this is love

But if I tell the world, I'll never say enough
'Cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do if I'd end up with you

I build myself up and fly around in circles
Wait then as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

Update Atau Tidak Same Saje

Sakit. Rumah.

Dearest

miss u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Only Exception

Love this song. Very much.

Baru Baru

Finally, after months having to live without a pair of decent spectacles (thought of trying contacts but the optometrist did not recommend me wearing contacts because of my astigma something something), I finally get a new one. And its in purple and pink.

Saya mahu show off sikit ya;


Abaikan rambut serabai.

Haha, thats all folks

Wish Right Now

Dengan ini saya mengisytiharkan saya telah tag diri sendiri dari blog Rose. Mekaseh Rose kerana menyumbang idea mengupdate blog nie :p

1. Gmbr beg yg korg selalu bawak. sertakan jenama, kegunaan dan riwayat beg tersebut

• beg jenama apa? MNG
• kegunaan beg ni? to put my essentials in when I go out
• riwayat beg? bought in in March. still quite new hehe......

2. Pandangan dekat beg tersebut


eh salah


3. Isi dalam beg

• My wallet of 5 years
• Camera
• Two types of flu tablets (this one is important)
  
• Body Shop perfume
• Pins purse (I bring lots of extra pins and brooches)
  
• Coins purse
• Handphones
• An unknown key
• Keychains
• Coins (yes, I have a coins purse but the coins are still scattered around)
• Car keys
  

4. Tag sesape?

I wanna know anis's, farha's, aeda's, syara's, zima's, cocoq's, illi's, dena's, nora's and amal's bag's content ;p

Happy Birthday!

Happy 22nd Birthday to my dearest Kamal
May all your wishes come true.

Tonight I will be handing him his present!

p/s : No, it wont spoil the surprise coz I know he wont be reading this until tomorrow. ^_* credit to Ernina for the ideas

Emmmmmm lost confidence in blogging

A dose of you

Exam week.

Anyhoos, my current crushhh;



p/s : This is just one of the videos in his blogtv. You should check out his singles

Relationshits

One day,

one day you will see that I am right and I wont need to say "I told you so"

Takkan Pernah Bisa

Semakin dalam ku merindukanmu
Semakin jauh kau pergi dariku
Semakin jauh ku mencintaimu
Semakin dalam kau hancurkan aku
Aku tak kan pernah bisa
Bersama, bersama, bersamamu
Ku tak kan pernah bisa
Semakin jauh ku mencintaimu
Semakin dalam kau hancurkan aku

p/s : by Alexa

Liar Liar Pants On Fire (#2)

Top 10 lies women tell men;

1. "I don't care how much money you have."

It has been proven that women want a guy who is financially stable and independent. They aren't all looking for a sugar daddy; they just want to know that their man is capable of taking care of a potential future family. Of course, your girlfriend probably won't tell you this so as not to scare you off with discussions about family and the future.

Advice: Tricky one if you don't have cash, but try and put a little aside when you can and she'll think you're fantastic.

2. "It doesn't bother me when you check out other women."

It's quite simple: She wants to feel like you only have eyes for her but will lie because she doesn't want it to look that way. She wants to appear to be open-minded but is actually upset when you check out the hot blonde in the supermarket.

Advice: You're better off not letting your eyes wander too often if you don't want it to blow up in your face when you least expect it.

3. "You're right."

Normally rears its ugly head at the argument which ends with her telling you that you were right. Don't believe her? Even if she realizes she's wrong, chances are slim to none that she'll actually admit it. The fact is that many women will tell you that you're right to shut you up, but what they're really thinking is: "He'll find out soon enough that I'm right." Then she'll proceed to find some devious way to prove her point.

Advice: Be prepared for the devious ways and have your argument all ready, again so she can't catch you unawares.

4. "I won't get mad if you say I look fat."

Not so much a lie as a trap. No matter what you say, she will get angry. If you try to tell her that she looks great, she'll accuse you of lying to make her feel better, on the other hand, if you tell her that she has, in fact, put on a couple of pounds, you're likely to set off a war in your living room.

Advice: The only way to deal with this situation (short of faking a heart attack) is to brace yourself and wait until the monsoon passes.

5. "I love sports."

Ah, another first date classic as she searches for a common interest. But unless you're lucky enough to have found one of the rare true female sports fans out there, within a few weeks, she'll probably be complaining every time you sit down to watch a game. This lie really sucks because it feeds false hopes in the minds of unsuspecting men.

Advice: I wish there was some advice to give, but sorry guys your dreams of curling up with a six-pack and a hot woman to watch the game with are probably going to forever remain pure fantasy.

6. "I don't mind picking up after you."

Once again, this is a lie your girlfriend might tell you at the beginning of your relationship. She'll say that she really doesn't mind picking up the dirty dishes you leave lying around and that she just loves doing the laundry. I hate to break it to you, but this isn't going to last either. Soon enough, she'll be telling you to wash your smelly socks yourself and that it's your turn to do the dishes.

Advice: Keep the place tidy (well tidier) and she may not complain too loudly.

7. "I love hanging out with your friends."

She might like your friends but she won't want them around her all the time. This is the kind of lie you get early on in a relationship but it doesn't mean you'll get away with a four hour poker session round your place every Saturday night.

Advice: Try to keep friends visits to a minimum and she might keep pretending she likes them.

8. "I wouldn’t change anything about you"

A woman can say this until she’s blue in the face. And in one way – she usually means it. But not in the way that means she loves how you leave the toilet seat up or spill cheese sauce on your T-shirt.

She means that she likes you and appreciates many different aspects of your personality. Rest assured; she doesn’t love or even like everything. There are bound to be some things about you that drive her stark-raving mad. But because she likes you, she’s not going to mention them.

Advice : Think about what would annoy you if you're positions were reversed. Fix those things. Aim to never hear this again.

9. “I’ll be ready in a minute.”

Listen, if before you left the house to go out on a date, you had to shower, shave half your body, slather yourself in moisturizer, apply 99 overpriced products, put on several layers of makeup, flat-iron your hair, pick out the perfect outfit that makes you look sophisticated/sexy/spectacular, it would take you a long time to get ready, too. So, wait.

10. “That was delicious!”

If you cooked, we don’t care how it tastes. We will tell you we love it. Love us for that.

p/s : http://www.thefrisky.com/post/246-the-top-10-lies-women-tell-men and http://www.supanet.com/mens-room/what-are-the-top-10-lies-women-tell-men-25292p1.html

Something To Believe In

The time spent in KL was the best;






Highlighted events @ KL last weekend (chronologically) :
- Missed our train to KL, so we have to catch the bus
- Entered the KLCC office at level 18 for the first time. Jakun bah
- Went to KTV karaoke, but the rooms were full and got waiting list
- So decided to go to uptown at Danau Kota
- Enoi's stitches got worse and ruptured, made her injured finger all bloody so had to go to clinic (at 3am), and oh had to pay RM40+
- Went shopping at Jalan TAR. We were soooo kun faya kun (jakun)
- At night, went to Bukit Ampang / Look Out Point / Bukit Saga / Bukit Indah to have a nice view of the city. Had dinner at Bread & Olives with boyfriend and his friends
-The next day went to Sungei Wang, and we were kun faya kun again coz the clothes are like so cheap

But boohoo to us coz when we arrived at UTP, the workloads are waiting....

p/s : Thanks for the memories guys

Phases

Before I get to the point, I just want to mention about the blog's background and header. Meant to make it look like a 22-years-old's-blog-who's-matured-yet-still-fun-to-be-with. But it turned out to look less "matured" than I thought it would be. Oh wth.

You see, Ive been thinking about the times that I have spent with boyfriend, from the time we got to know each other well and became best friends until this point where he is my boyfriend of 2 years. And also compared ourselves with the other couples. (I always talk about relationships and love stuffs, so boring, kan)

So I figured that everyone involved in relationships (I mean like, boyfriend and girlfriend relationships) has gone through, will be going through, are going through : the relationship phases;

[5-6 months]
I call this phase, The "honeymoon" Phase :p Anyway during this phase, you will feel like he is the best thing that has ever happened to you, love him to bits, you feel over the moon most of the times, smile or laugh at his jokes eventho it is obviously stupid, he will gladly call you almost every night, not to mention the good mornings and good nights every single day and he do sweet things to woo you and exchanging gooey eyes with each other is normal and all the cheesy metaphors are true. Even the things that usually annoys you, will be adorable when he does them.

[9-14 months]
And this phase is called The "after-honeymoon" Phase (hahah, siyes, sekda idea). After knowing him well, you will start to get comfortable with him, you tell him everything, from the things that going on in your family up to the things that your friends tell you (i.e gossips). You will start to notice each other's flaws and mistakes and this is the phase where you learn how to love everything about your partner including his flaws. And this is the time where you will argue with each other occasionally if not often :p so, both of you have to learn how to give and take, and there's this saying mentioning about dont lose the one u love just because you are too ego blablabla..

[15-20 months]
The "you're-my-boyfriend-so?" Phase. hahah. Up to this time, you guys have gotten so used to each other that farting or digging your nose in front him doesnt really matter (because he once told you, whatever you do, you will still look cute, so, yeah). The occasional arguments are still there and it will get worse if you still havent learnt how to give and take. (Frankly speaking, I think I havent, but boyfriend has so its kinda fine :p love u boyf, no hard feelings k). And you even dont mind sharing your toothbrush with him. And oh, the phone call every night? The number of calls will decrease as time passes by. You can be considered lucky if you are still receiving calls at least 3-4 times every week.

But there are still those sharing of gooey eyes, those cheesy love metaphors, the sweet things that he do, or the little things about you that he knows because he paid attention (when you think he was not), or how much he knows about you.. ;)

Yeah well, other people may have different experiences or different phases. This is just my assumption generally on how relationship goes on

[20 - infinity]
Ok, I have only experienced relationships until the last phase :p so I can just go this far

Wanna be happy like this when I am old (if I live long enough to be old).

Not like this


p/s : The contents of this post is not related to anyone (maybe 1000x) :)

Big Deal?

Disclamation : This post contains a lot of whines

You know, being a final year is distressing;

Initial thought "Ooh, I will be a final year student soon, I can bully the juniors, I can be and look superior because I am the senior, people will have to respect me, I will have more free time because there will be less classes and only final year project to focus on"

Yeah right. So much of the free time. Have to spend your free times in the lab doing labour works, and if you're lucky got someone to help you (in my case, boyfriend and housemates). Ok fine, not all those final year projects require you to go to lab and do heavy stuffs, there also those topics where you can develop software, things blablabla. But frankly, I dont regret in choosing my FYP topic because I prefer working with something substantial rather than working on software, but then, both categories are difficult.

That is only the beginning, being a final year student you have to think about your plans for the future, what you are going to do as soon as you step out of the uni and if you want to continue with your education, take MSc.

People would be thinking us Petronas scholars would be guaranteed with jobs at the Petronas but no, we actually have to attend some sort of tests, interviews and stuffs. And being a final year student means you would be worrying about who will employ you (if Petronas decides not to hire you) and how you would survive in the scary world out of the uni since you have been comfortable inside the compounds of uni, everything provided to you, given to you.

And oh, not to mention your parents expectation on you. Especially for the first childrens.

So you see how distressing it is being a final year student?? *hyperventilate* I bet my classmates will say the same thing too.

Ok, so I should stop worrying about the future and first decide if I would want to continue and take MSc instead of going straight into the industry.

Pros of taking MSc;
-Higher education
-Higher pay
-Higher standards (wow)

Cons;
-Studying, dunno if I can take more of that
-Stuck in uni for at least a couple of years in addition
-You have to do extensive research and be hardworking

Talked to mom about this, she said "You dont have to worry about working life yet, what you should consider is if you still want to study"

She got a point there, but I still worry about the future, I am usually the go-with-the-flow type, but I cant help worrying about this. Thinking about talking to the sponsorship officers about the sponsorship options and also some lecturers about this. But the thing is, am I even qualified for this kind of thing? Hm.

On an irrelevant note, I dont dare look at baby's pictures anymore, in case if it would make me miss him too much.

At least, I am sure of this future, will graduate from uni in less than a year.

Ha, been a long time since I have ideas to write. Ok, byebye.

p/s : Would appreciate some advice from friends too :)

See You No More

It was a few times that I have been dreaming about baby.

In this one dream, I dreamt that baby came back to me. Not alone, bringing together a female cat (his wife) and two cute kittens. In that dream I was so happy for the reunion and also for the addition. The kittens were so cute.

But then a number of mad dogs came to us, growling, and obviously wanting to eat baby and his family. Seeing as baby is oblivious of the danger I tried very hard to keep baby and his family away from the dogs. But my priority is baby because there is no way that I'm gonna lose him again.

Then it ends abruptly.

It wasnt until a few hours after I woke up, it hit me that I failed saving my baby and I'll never see him again... Nangis nangis nangis nangis and nangis.. Gila sedeh :'[

p/s : I really really really miss you baby

I Will Never Leave You

Style Baru

Mari mencuba style tudung baru.. Cam burok jak.. Uh..


Bought the inner shawl from Nita~ and thanks to Najlaa for both testing shawls haha..

p/s : Saya budak baru belajar kalau salah tolong tunjukkan

Missing

Posted this all around the neighbourhood. Been missing for 3 days already.

Baby come back please :'(

This Is Bad

Bad Engrish

"omnivorously". Dont know what the person is really implying

Tommy Filfigrer

What else can I say?

Stuffs only oke, no people

Mayb they offer GRO services

I think this means "Your smile is on the camera"

:)

And this product is from the horny care services. Lol. Kidding2

"Warning : This product moves when used". Like duh

DUHHH

This one is my favourite. Haha

Very nice choice of words

Bad Signage Posts

"Bondage is prohibited"

"Burying people is prohibited"

"Feeding your child to the gators is prohibited"


"Groping is not allowed"

Bad Passport Name/Pictures

p/s : more on oddee.com and engrish.com