This Is So Not Healthy

You study, graduate first class, found the one, get your dream job, get married, build a family, work your ass off for lots of money, grow old.

Then what?

p/s : Google should ban stalkers from googling other people's names. It's not healthy

Ku Takkan Di Sini Selamanya

Manukan Island, 2009

Mother : Why dont you bring Kamal along with us for the next vacation?


p/s : I wonder what that means :)

Kau Harus Ada

Lost my inspiration;

Lelah parut senyum dah jemu
Metafora cair bertemu
Rasa itu ini sementara
Ku takkan di sini selamanya
Rugi jika sendiri
Hanyut jika sendiri

Kau harus ada
Kau harus ada dimana tempat ku berada
Kau harus ada
Kau harus ada bersamaku

Rasa itu ini sementara
Ku takkan di sini selamanya
Rugi jika sendiri
Hanyut jikaku sendiri

I Go

I really like this song right now, you have no idea how much!

So long, fare thee well
The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell
So turn down this bed of stone
Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong
The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life – you’re my sweetest nightingale
But I can’t hear it here no more
And I go
I go
Hush now, dont shake or break
Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadow by the tracks upon your face

p/s : Thank you

Liar liar pants on fire

It's free period (930am)

Back to reality, back to utp. Utp's LAN internet connection still sucks more than assholes suckers out there. Cannot sign in to any instant messaging, YM, MSN (mcm lah sign msn lagik), Gtalk, Skype, nada, nil. But then access to the other websites is better, I think. Spent the first few days in Shah Alam and arrived at utp on saturday. Been missing home the minute I boarded the flight to KLIA. I miss mother, father, my siblings, my babies (bobo and tam-tam), friends, and the foooooddd.

And it is my final year, I am still not used to juniors calling me 'kakak'. Think I'll ask them not to call me kakak next time (I'm forever 17).

But but but... the best thing this semester is 90% of my housemates are Sarawakians! Kenaknya xbest oh??!! Still, it is not the same as home, home is heaven compared to utp. Now now don't deny it I know it is true. And and and.... my friends said that I look slimmer. Hahahaha suk aie. It means that I'm not 'short and chubby' like my sis's friend commented. Dah gik eh. Inggarrr aku

Tido2

p/s : I realized that I lied a lot lately :(

Taggity Tag Tag Tag

is it too late for me to do this tag? haha..

Tagged by Amal

Nahhh ni aku punya gamba black n white~ Taken from my fb photo collections (edited sket)

p/s : Rasa best sangat bila dapat jumpa si dia <3

Perbezaan

Cinta zaman budak-budak

• sanggup belanja RM5 untuk beli set surat dan sampul yang berbunga-bunga dan tulis ayat cintan-cintan lepas tu letak dalam desk dia (masa tu duit poket sehari hanya RM2-RM3), siap letak perfume ibu atau bedak wangi supaya surat tu berbau wangi
  
• mula-mula malu nak jumpa, bila dah jumpa tak tahu nak borak pasal apa
• berbalas-balas surat padahal masa tu sama sekolah takpun sama kelas
• tidur ditemani gambar si dia
  

Cinta zaman remaja

• dah tahu erti borak-borak serba sedikit dengan si dia
• bila rasa tak serasi, cari orang lain yang lebih serasi dan tinggalkan si dia untuk orang lain tu :P
  
• dah ada telefon mudah alih, sudah mula berjinak-jinak dengan sistem pesanan ringkas
• belum dapat lagi untuk bertelefon sesuka hati sebab duit terhad untuk beli 'top-up'
• kalau nak telefon, telefon guna talian tetap dirumah sampai kena bayar RM1k. (ibu bapa yang kena bayar) LOL
  

Cinta zaman dewasa :P

• sudah ada duit masuk setiap bulan, maka boleh bertelefon 2-3 kali setiap minggu (itu pun kalau jauh antara satu sama lain)
• sudah tahu erti membeli hadiah yang mahal-mahal untuk si dia. jam 'Guess', Perfume
• setia dengan si dia untuk masa yang lama berbanding dengan zaman sebelumnya (dan moga berkekalan selama nya, Amin)
• sudah boleh berpacaran ke bandar kerana sudah ada lesen kereta dan untuk orang-orang yang bertuah, kereta
• sudah membuat perancangan untuk hari perkahwinan, atau berapa orang anak yang dikehendaki, tempat berbulan madu, etc.

p/s : harus menempuhi 14 hari lagi sebelum berjumpa si dia!!

Wonderwall

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall <3

p/s : less than 20 days to go to see him

Once upon a time there was a bully,

During primary school;

- I pinched this one boy's ear so hard that his ear became blazing red and I think the color lasted for a few days.

- The same boy got me mad this one time and I went straight to his class (we were in different classes), I emptied his drinking water onto his desk and got all his schoolbooks soaked with water. I didnt even look back after that.

- I got mad with another boy, (we were in the same class) I moved his desk outside the class, with books, his bag and all.

- I punched a boy and made the boy cry (this one I dont remember, told by mother).

That is all I can remember. I hope that is all. I really hope there's no one else that I bully.

So my point is, don't ever bully people unless it is really necessary. haha and to the guys that I bullied, I am very very sorry (if ever they read this), let bygones be bygones k?

p/s : I still do bullying kecil-kecilan.