now i remembered why i wanted to be heartless in the first place. to rip my heart out and throw it away just so that i wont have to feel anything.
what wud you do if the crutch that has been supporting you, that makes u strong and not fall apart for all this while has gone? the only thing that supports u when the waves of pain come crashing down on you from all sides.. gone? altho u know it cant take the strain any longer and u still use it coz its all u got left and before u know it... its gone? what wud you do?
i never meant to cause you trouble. i never meant for it to be this way.
im doing the usual. give me a couple of pills and i'll sleep it off
call me a coward for not wanting to face it. go on. go ahead and call me a coward
