Friday, June 20, 2008

as difficult as it sounds

funny how nowadays you get to eat ice cream for your breakfast when you're not allowed to when you're a kid. i used to be one where i kinda liked the idea of being a grown up and have control of almost everything in your life; sheesh how wrong i was.

now, being a grown up means you have to wake up knowing that you have these responsibilities that you just cant shirk off and having to decide for yourself and sometimes for other people too which may lead to disasters and having to worry about your body figure or how big are your chests or how much excess fat you have or how much money you have left in the bank account and wondering what exactly do you live for.

when i was a kid, i wanted to be a doctor or an engineer, or even enter a beauty peagent where i can sure win and be miss world 201(insert number here). now, i dont have the idea of what i want to be let alone to figure out who i really am......miss world indeed...... hahahah.

people always say that being a kid or a teenager always get you wound up in some kind of trouble and its because of their immaturity or that they can't think for themselves yet. but i dont think that grown ups have less troubles than those kids, its just that sometimes they solve it the easy way -running away from the reality.

yala, dont deny la you know it is true.

anyway, i guess i wont be complaining much about being a grown up as long as i can have ice creams every morning....

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1.You're really upset; who is the first boy you went to?
- Kamal

2.If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
- No. I wont want any awkwardness surfacing.

3.Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
- Yeah.

4.Can you do a split?
- Hahah.... Dont ask.

5.Last person you texted?
- Sherip.

6.Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
- Night

7.Have you been to New York City?
- No

8.Who is the last person you added to your contacts list in your phone?
- One of my father's employees

9.Do you have any expensive jewelry?
- No

10.Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- Father

11.Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
- Yeah

12.Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
- I guess, teehee

13.Do you remember the name of your first school you ever went to?
- Tadika Sedidik or is it Tadika Pedas? hahah

14.Have you ever tattooed anyone's name on you?
- Haha no.

15.Why is your number one on Friendster number one?
- Dont have a fs account

16.How many piercings do you have?
- Three

17.Which year has been the best so far?
- 2005, 2008 :)

18.Ever found more than a dollar in a random place?
- Yes.

19.Has anyone ever been more important to you than a family member?
- Em, no i guess

20.Last time you laughed really hard?
- Last night

21.Last text message in your inbox?
- Twitter

22.When is your next road trip?
- Em dunno yet

23.Do you know anyone addicted to any type of drugs?
- Yeah

25.Where is your phone?
- On this table

26.Do you know anyone by the name of Dennis?
- No

27.Where is your pet(s) right now?
- Dont have any pets

28.What type, colour phone do you have?
- White? Yg buruk mpun haha

29.What kind of phone do you have?
- Nokia

30.How many kids do you want to have?
- Ask Kamal

31.What color are your eyes?
- Dark dark brown.

32.What is the natural color of your hair?
- Black.

33.What are you doing tomorrow?
- Jogging.

34.Does a heartbreak feel as bad as it sounds?
- I guess so

35.What color is your hair?
- Black

36.Have you eaten popcorn in the past 48 hours?
- No.

37.What movie did you watch last time?
- Eh, dont remember hahah short term memory sorry lorr

38.Have you ever been in handcuffs?
- No.

39.Have you ever been to a strip club?
- No.

40.Have you ever been so drunk you couldn't remember the night?
- No.

41.If you could say anything to any one person, what would it be?
- Rindu..

42.Describe your life in one word
- Busy!!!!

3 comments:

bedazzled said...

ice cream.. i miss u..

Anonymous said...

surely there's space between things n surely there's time.living in dilemma is hard huh?all the best in life

diRa said...

anyway, i guess i wont be complaining much about being a grown up as long as i can have ice creams every morning.... <-- i would kill to have this satisfaction. nowadays nothing can make me stop or complain less about being a grown up..haha. keep on blaming life lagik ada.haha. lucky girl bah u. I wish ice-cream can make me rant less..