p/s : dah berjanggut.
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Everywhere
p/s : dah berjanggut.
Sunday, February 27, 2011
TIGA.
Lelaki berbaju putih tu saya punya hero. Dia sgt hensem dan macho. Dia juga seorang yg penyayang dan sweet. Ramai perempuan terpikat kat dia. Tapi nasib baik dia xlayan sorg pun. (Kalo layan, siap!!) hik3...
Dalam tiga tahun kami bersama nie, dia mmg byk bersabar dgn kerenah saya and manja saya. Saya tahu saya byk kekurangan, tapi dia tak pernah guna kelemahan saya itu utk jadi alasan meninggalkan saya.
Saya sgt sayang hero saya.
Selamat ulangtahun kita yang ke-3 :)
Monday, January 31, 2011
Twenty5
"Once you have been tagged,you are suppose to write a note, with 25 random thing, fact, habits or goal about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tag you, it's because I want to know more about you. Your cooperation is highly appreciated."
1) I can't ride a bicycle. Trust me. Jgn gelak k!!!!
2) I am a sucker for good food. I spend so much money on good food. More than I spend on my clothes, accessories, bags and stuffs,
3) If I am really upset, my temperature will rise and my body will feel hot. So if you happen to touch me, and it feels like I'm running a fever when I don't look sick, it means I am upset.
4) If I am really upset, and on the verge of crying, I will feel more emotional if someone is very kind to me, and I will cry instantly. So, kalo aku tgh upset, biarkan je aku, nnt kalo pujuk aku makin upset and nangis.
5) I like the smell of the people that I adore, like my boyfriend, or my cat (ok, maybe my cat is not a person, but she's my baby)
6) I don't cry easily in front of people, even in front of my close friends. If I cry in front of you, it means that I am hurt, real baddd
7) I have been doubting my capability as a real engineer.
8) I have been upset a lot lately and it's because of my work.
9) When I get really nervous, the gastric will come and I will get really really sick (vomit)
10) I always try my best to be as punctual as I can. Because I believe that one of the attributes that can make you successful is punctual.
11) If do things in a rush, I will get dizzy. Like literally.
12 ) I am not a tidy person, nor am I selekeh. I am in between.
13) I never know how to dress as pretty as my friends.
14) I have this problem with my body, a big tummy, since God-knows-when.
15) And I also wish that I have a different physical appearance, more matured, not a child like appearance. This body is not really useful especially when you need to gain people's trust and respect when u are an engineer. Argh!! Not gemok tho.
16) I depend a lot on my dad, which I have to change and start living on my own.
17) My siblings are bigger than me, except for my 11 years old brother who is already almost the same height as me.
18) My mother is smaller than me, making her the smallest in the family.
19) I have lots of guy friends, but I only have one close guy friend, and one bestest guy friend.
20) I don't really open up to people even my close friends. I am scared of letting people down, and people letting me down.
21) I have this favourite bolster, that I have since I am 13 years old. I call it 'bantal busuk'.
22) I am not lady like. And I am not a tomboy. I am in between.
23) I get sleepy and comfy when someone play with my hair. But not everyone can touch my hairrr
24) I like fantasy books. Harry Potter, Twilight, etc. But not Lord of The Ring tho. Seriously boring. Chick lits are second.
25) I once used the land line to call my then boyfriend and friends. My parents have to pay app. Rm1k. Huehue.
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It's been 5 weeks since I updated. I miss my classmates and my life in UTP already. Having read their blogs, I realized there's so much that I have been missing in these 5 weeks.
I am doing good, tho I constantly say that I have no money and no job, I actually have been helping my father with his IBS Trainings. And get a few hundred bucks from every training that I handled. Since this IBS Trainings can also be included in the construction category, I have been meeting all kinds of people from the construction world. The participants of the trainings are mostly contractors, or contractors wannabe or Civil engineering final year students, and most of them are older than me.
When I was a civil engineering student, I never fully understood how difficult it is being a female engineer. Having to face the prejudice and all. Esp when my physical appearance is like this. When I went for training in a construction company, my supervisor gave me this to answer "What are the obstacles of being a female engineer?"
I have no idea what to answer at that time. I only answered based on my logic.
But now, I am glad to give him a few pages of answer for this question.
I got a job in KK, Sabah, which will start this weekend. I am kinda nervous (not the sick and vomit level), that I am going there by my own, not having my father by my side and guide me like he did these past few weeks. I will basically do the same thing like I did here, plus managing the company. Planning to invite boyfriend to come to KK for a visit later on too.
I guess I will face the same thing too in KK, and I have to find away to make people see me as their trainer, or as their manager, not a fresh grad kid who earns nothing to be in that position.
I know this will be over after months of experience.
Chayo wani!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh, before I forget;
Hehe.
p/s : This evening, I randomly asked the mobile shop man what age do I look like, and do I look like a kid to him. He said maybe. huh.
Note to self : Don't get to obsessed with this.
Friday, December 24, 2010
Thursday, December 9, 2010
You, you, you and you
People have been leaving UTP one by one. Some I get to say goodbye for the last time, and some I did not. I am not good with words lately, so
Thank you so much;
to my housemates - Sal, Irene, Syuhada, Mype, Ned, Naj, Sher, Deng, Ina, Rin (not in the picture) and Enoi - for the fantastic year of sharing the house with you guys, you guys are seriously the most awesome housemates EVERRR

to Weda, one of the most caring person I have ever met, thank you for being a great friend and a great confidante, rindu nak gossip2 ngn ko!!

to As, Siti, Nema and Pika (not in the picture) for the few last moments spent in West Malaysia (cey) as students. Had great times with you guys!! Nnt buat lg ye trip jalan2
to Rafi and Rose, for the double dates, couple things, hehe wont forget the times we spent together be it as couples or not, kawen nnt jgn lupe jemput :) dah2, jgn sdeh ye.. aku pun rindu korg gak nnt.. hahaha



to Aida, Edy, Husna, Dayah, Ada, Dya, Nad, Nana, Anis, Farha, Syara, Ami and Daa (not in the pictures) for the memorable times for the past 5 years us being classmates, and thank you too for the assignments you guys let me copy (haha), thank you so much!!
to Bali, my loyal chatting mate from 3rd year up until now. Tahan gak ko ye ngn perangai aku. haha.. Thanks bro. And also thanks for the free meals haha
and to others, whose name I havent mentioned yet, being in the same class with you guys was really the best :)
to Mr. Mubarak, my fyp daddy and Farha and Azim, my fyp brother and sister, thank you for your guidance for me to make it until the end. I cant thank you enough.
to Abg Johan and Abg Hafiz, thanks for your help and assistance for my final year project in the lab. You guys rock!
to Petronas (mana boleh lupa nie), my sponsor, thank you for the financial support, hehe
to my parents, two of the most important people in my life, thank you for the support you have given me all my life, you guys are the best and I will always make you proud of me, cant wait to see you!
and last but not least, to my dearie, cant thank you enough for all the things u have done for me, for saving me, for putting up with me, for loving me and byk lagi. I will miss you so much. Huhu....You may see that I am a bit reluctant and haste in saying goodbye to you guys but it's not because I dont care, it's because I hate goodbyes esp when we will not see each other for a long time. Take care and keep in touch ya.
p/s : some of the pics I took from facebook profiles hope you dont mind :)
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Careful
It's the little things
They pulled me in and I'm defenseless
I try to ignore like I've done before but it's just useless
I've made up my mind that I'm gonna let you in
And I'm not afraid but I have to say
This is gonna hurt if it ever ends
But somehow you have shattered my defense
This is gonna hurt if it ever starts
So promise you'll be careful with my heart
It's the things you do
They made me fall hard for you and I can't help it
And it's every day that I feel this way
So just don't stop it
I've made up my mind that I'm gonna let you in
And I'm not afraid but I have to say
This is gonna hurt if it ever ends
But somehow you have shattered my defense
This is gonna hurt if it ever starts
So promise you'll be careful with my heart
I won't make excuses
They just all seem useless
You don't have the time
I guess I'll take my chances now that I know love is on the line
This is gonna hurt if it ever ends
But somehow you have shattered my defense
This is gonna hurt if it ever starts
So promise you'll be careful with my heart
Careful with my heart
p/s : <3
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Friday, June 4, 2010
Happy Birthday!
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Liar Liar Pants On Fire (#2)
1. "I don't care how much money you have."
It has been proven that women want a guy who is financially stable and independent. They aren't all looking for a sugar daddy; they just want to know that their man is capable of taking care of a potential future family. Of course, your girlfriend probably won't tell you this so as not to scare you off with discussions about family and the future.
Advice: Tricky one if you don't have cash, but try and put a little aside when you can and she'll think you're fantastic.
2. "It doesn't bother me when you check out other women."
It's quite simple: She wants to feel like you only have eyes for her but will lie because she doesn't want it to look that way. She wants to appear to be open-minded but is actually upset when you check out the hot blonde in the supermarket.
Advice: You're better off not letting your eyes wander too often if you don't want it to blow up in your face when you least expect it.
3. "You're right."
Normally rears its ugly head at the argument which ends with her telling you that you were right. Don't believe her? Even if she realizes she's wrong, chances are slim to none that she'll actually admit it. The fact is that many women will tell you that you're right to shut you up, but what they're really thinking is: "He'll find out soon enough that I'm right." Then she'll proceed to find some devious way to prove her point.
Advice: Be prepared for the devious ways and have your argument all ready, again so she can't catch you unawares.
4. "I won't get mad if you say I look fat."
Not so much a lie as a trap. No matter what you say, she will get angry. If you try to tell her that she looks great, she'll accuse you of lying to make her feel better, on the other hand, if you tell her that she has, in fact, put on a couple of pounds, you're likely to set off a war in your living room.
Advice: The only way to deal with this situation (short of faking a heart attack) is to brace yourself and wait until the monsoon passes.
5. "I love sports."
Ah, another first date classic as she searches for a common interest. But unless you're lucky enough to have found one of the rare true female sports fans out there, within a few weeks, she'll probably be complaining every time you sit down to watch a game. This lie really sucks because it feeds false hopes in the minds of unsuspecting men.
Advice: I wish there was some advice to give, but sorry guys your dreams of curling up with a six-pack and a hot woman to watch the game with are probably going to forever remain pure fantasy.
6. "I don't mind picking up after you."
Once again, this is a lie your girlfriend might tell you at the beginning of your relationship. She'll say that she really doesn't mind picking up the dirty dishes you leave lying around and that she just loves doing the laundry. I hate to break it to you, but this isn't going to last either. Soon enough, she'll be telling you to wash your smelly socks yourself and that it's your turn to do the dishes.
Advice: Keep the place tidy (well tidier) and she may not complain too loudly.
7. "I love hanging out with your friends."
She might like your friends but she won't want them around her all the time. This is the kind of lie you get early on in a relationship but it doesn't mean you'll get away with a four hour poker session round your place every Saturday night.
Advice: Try to keep friends visits to a minimum and she might keep pretending she likes them.
8. "I wouldn’t change anything about you"
A woman can say this until she’s blue in the face. And in one way – she usually means it. But not in the way that means she loves how you leave the toilet seat up or spill cheese sauce on your T-shirt.
She means that she likes you and appreciates many different aspects of your personality. Rest assured; she doesn’t love or even like everything. There are bound to be some things about you that drive her stark-raving mad. But because she likes you, she’s not going to mention them.
Advice : Think about what would annoy you if you're positions were reversed. Fix those things. Aim to never hear this again.
9. “I’ll be ready in a minute.”
Listen, if before you left the house to go out on a date, you had to shower, shave half your body, slather yourself in moisturizer, apply 99 overpriced products, put on several layers of makeup, flat-iron your hair, pick out the perfect outfit that makes you look sophisticated/sexy/spectacular, it would take you a long time to get ready, too. So, wait.
10. “That was delicious!”
If you cooked, we don’t care how it tastes. We will tell you we love it. Love us for that.p/s : http://www.thefrisky.com/post/246-the-top-10-lies-women-tell-men and http://www.supanet.com/mens-room/what-are-the-top-10-lies-women-tell-men-25292p1.html
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Kesayangan
Semoga kita dapat menempuhi halangan yang mendatang bersama-sama, dan saling mencintai sehingga nafas terakhir.
Selamat ulangtahun ke-2 kita bersama. :)
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Secret
In this tag you have to talk everything about anyone that you like, which is :
Kamal Hafiz
1. apakah hubungan anda dengan dia?
Ah. It is complicated to explain. You guys don't tell him that I like him ok? Malu.
2. 5 impression terhadap dia?
Funny and he likes to (isi tempat kosong) in front of me
Caring and loves cats
Wise and clever (and can get 4 flat if he study his ass off)
Wangieeeeeee
3. perkara yang paling memorable dia lakukan kepada awak?
Once we had a big argument, kinda my bad, but he still thinks of my safety and well-being first eventhough at that time we were not talking to each other
4. perkara yang paling memorable dia katakan pada awak?
"I want to have 10 kids"
5. kalau dia kekasih awak?
Em, this is tricky. Well, I'll treat him good :P
6. kalau dia jadi musuh awak?
How can you hate the person you like?
7. kalau dia kekasih awak, awak akan??
8. kalau dia jadi musuh awak mungkin kerana
Because I killed cats
9. overall impression tentang dia?
He's a breath of fresh air :) Cannot be found anywhere else
10. the most desirable thing to do to her/him
No lah, I want to make him happy that's all
Kamal
Rose
Rafi
Syara
Belajar memasak
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Well, No I Won't
Monday, February 8, 2010
The Truth About Girls
-We’ll never be too old for sleepovers.
-We must go to the bathroom in groups.
-We should never be used as objects.
-Sometimes is just quite never enough.
-“Fine” never means anything good.
-We are not ashamed of crying.
-Gossip isn’t a sin. It is an art.
-We have this thing called feelings - don’t hurt them
-Behind EVERY b**ch there’s a guy who made her that way
-Hoes over bros. no questions asked.
- we don’t wake up looking pretty..it takes time and effort. for most.
- we need girls nights OFTEN…
- we hold grudges and we never forget things you say to us that hurt
-It doesn’t matter who dumped who or why…whenever we see an ex with another girl , it will always bother us. not because we’re not over you but just because we know we used to be that girl
- Makeup can hide so many things from puffy eyes from crying to huge scars from a broken heart
- never ever ask a girl what she weighs, or imply anything about our weight being too much or too little, just don’t do it.
- our eyes are located in our heads. not our chest or a**. and when you’re not looking in our eyes… WE KNOW
-Our three favorite words: Let’s go shopping.
-We win the arguments.
-We love our best friends more than our boy friends.
-We create drama.
-We forgive but don’t forget.
-“Luv ya” isn’t the same as “love you”.
-We love to cuddle.
-If you take our chocolate, we will get ugly.
-Never mess with us while we’re PMSing.
-We love the little things.
-We travel in packs.
-My heels may look hot but they hurt like crap.
-We are never to old to play “dress up".
Took this from http://killrocknroll.tumblr.com/
p/s : Why do I feel that most of my posts lately can be categorized as sexist. Hm
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Ku Takkan Di Sini Selamanya
Mother : Why dont you bring Kamal along with us for the next vacation?
p/s : I wonder what that means :)
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Perbezaan
- sanggup belanja RM5 untuk beli set surat dan sampul yang berbunga-bunga dan tulis ayat cintan-cintan lepas tu letak dalam desk dia (masa tu duit poket sehari hanya RM2-RM3), siap letak perfume ibu atau bedak wangi supaya surat tu berbau wangi
- mula-mula malu nak jumpa, bila dah jumpa tak tahu nak borak pasal apa
- berbalas-balas surat padahal masa tu sama sekolah takpun sama kelas
- tidur ditemani gambar si dia
- dah tahu erti borak-borak serba sedikit dengan si dia
- bila rasa tak serasi, cari orang lain yang lebih serasi dan tinggalkan si dia untuk orang lain tu :P
- dah ada telefon mudah alih, sudah mula berjinak-jinak dengan sistem pesanan ringkas
- belum dapat lagi untuk bertelefon sesuka hati sebab duit terhad untuk beli 'top-up'
- kalau nak telefon, telefon guna talian tetap dirumah sampai kena bayar RM1k. (ibu bapa yang kena bayar) LOL
- sudah ada duit masuk setiap bulan, maka boleh bertelefon 2-3 kali setiap minggu (itu pun kalau jauh antara satu sama lain)
- sudah tahu erti membeli hadiah yang mahal-mahal untuk si dia. jam 'Guess', Perfume
- setia dengan si dia untuk masa yang lama berbanding dengan zaman sebelumnya (dan moga berkekalan selama nya, Amin)
- sudah boleh berpacaran ke bandar kerana sudah ada lesen kereta dan untuk orang-orang yang bertuah, kereta
- sudah membuat perancangan untuk hari perkahwinan, atau berapa orang anak yang dikehendaki, tempat berbulan madu, etc.
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Wonderwall
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Possibility
All that I had was all I'm gonna get
There's a possibility
All I'm gonna get is gonna be yours then
So tell me when you hear my heart stops
You're the only one who knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There's a possibility I wouldn't know
Know that when you leave
By blood and by me you walk like a thief
By blood and by me, and I fall when you leave
So tell me when my silence is over
You are the reason why I'm closed
Tell me when you hear me falling
There's a possibility it wouldn't show
p/s : dunno what my problem is, but i'm back to pills :((
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Untuk renungan,
SV : it will be a few more years before i want to settle down and start a family.
me : why? ure old enough to start a family. i mean ure already 24 and have a job. if i were you i will be thinking of settling down already. in fact i am already thinking of marrying early (haha abes la ko kamal). why do i feel differently?
SV : u're still studying that's why. wait until u join the working world one day, u will understand. i want something more than settling down and starting a family. i want to focus on my job first, gain more experience in the civil engineering works, collect some money, buy a house, car... thennnn i will think of settling down.
me : owwww....
u know, although she is just a few years older than me i have to admit that sometimes she is wiser than most people her age or even the older people. what she said had made me think. hehe. well, honestly to my opinion, if u have found the one, why wait? (other than the money factor) :PP i am sooo old-fashioned i knowww. nowadays who wants to marry early? only edward cullen and bella swan. huh. i had too much of twilight.
....but then come to think of it, there are so many things that i want to do before settling down. LOL
anyways, lets wait a few years, then we will see how i still feel about settling down early eh?
p/s : ending new moon tergantung! and nur kasih dah habis!









