Satellite Heart

So pretty, so smart
Such a waste of a young heart
Don't you see what's wrong, can't you get it right?
Out of mind, and out of sight

"nenek kakeh, how did you meet nenek kebayan?"

"nenek kakeh, do you love us?"

"nenek kakeh, what is your fav food?"

"nenek kakeh, what do you like to do during ur free time?"

"nenek kakeh, tell me some stories about your police days."

"nenek kakeh, lets go have a walk at the beach."

"nenek kakeh, when is your birthday?"

"nenek kakeh, i love you."

there are so many things to ask you or tell you nenek, and we dont even get the chance to know you better.

you see, since nenek kebayan and nenek kakeh lived separately, the times that we visited nenek kakeh can be counted. sometimes when we went back during the holidays we seldom visited him since he lived with his other children from the second wife. but still, he's our gramps and i regretted for not making the effort to visit him more often. i am not blaming anyone for this, but this is how the situation was. and what saddens me most is that i cant recite even the Al-Fatihah for him because he was a non-muslim.

the last time we visited nenek kakeh in the hospital he said, "i am just waiting for the darkness to come"

i never realized it really was the last time i see him.

so. never ever take the people u love for granted, bcoz if u do, u'll realize one day it is already too late for anything.

p/s : nenek kakeh is in kadazan dusun means grandfather.

Possibility

There's a possibility
All that I had was all I'm gonna get

There's a possibility
All I'm gonna get is gonna be yours then

So tell me when you hear my heart stops
You're the only one who knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There's a possibility I wouldn't know

Know that when you leave
By blood and by me you walk like a thief
By blood and by me, and I fall when you leave

So tell me when my silence is over
You are the reason why I'm closed
Tell me when you hear me falling
There's a possibility it wouldn't show

p/s : dunno what my problem is, but i'm back to pills :((

Screw Bella

fav Facebook wall photo of the day.

p/s : cdt to Wes Ramsey for the photo

vampire

dedicated to twilight fans all over the world. haha...

Antsy Pants - Vampire

I am a vampire
I am a vampire
I am a vampire
I am a vampire
I am a vampire
Vampire

I am a vampire
I have lost my fangs
I am a vampire
I am a vampire
I am a vampire
I have lost my fangs

So I'm sad and I feel lonely
So I cry and I'm very angry
And I hate some garlic
So I'm so no more sad and
Ache yeah yeah

I am a vampire and
I am looking in the city
Pretty girls don't look at me
Don't look at me
Cause I don't have my fangs
But I have lost my fangs

I am a vampire
I am a vampire
I have lost my mouth again
I am a vampireI am a vampire
I have lost my mouth again

So I get bone and I shred
So I eat popcorn and I lose the weight
And I sing with my best looking
And I want to play the guitar
But my guitar is out of tuneI am a vampire
I am looking in the cd
And the musical don't play with me
Don't play with me

Because I don't play with my mouse again
And I have lost my mouse again

cant be bothered to actually post the song itself. u can search for it tho. its one of juno's soundtrack :P

let's go get lost

i cant get enough of;

- cloud 9s
-sayang
-sleep
-twilight the movie (i watched it 3 times already ok)
-twilight saga (i finished reading the twilight sequeals in barely a week, and im reading the last one for the second time)
-twilight websites
-twilight
-hidup twilight, makan twilight, mandi twilight, minum twilight, tido twilight.

:P

crazy