Lovesick

when i miss you, i close my eyes and i can see that person better
i try to forget and erase, but i get reminded of that person more
i told myself a lie thinking that that person would come back
that person never said that he will be coming back, but all i can do is wait

the sin of loving that person a lot, the sin of loving you a lot
because of you, and because of sin, im sick of waiting
the sin of loving you more, the sin of missing you a lot
because of you, and because of sin, im crying with pain..like this

i told myself a lie thinking that that person would come back
that person never said that he will be coming back, but all i can do is wait

the sin of loving that person a lot, the sin of loving you a lot
because of you, and because of sin, im sick of waiting
the sin of loving you more, the sin of missing you a lot
because of you, and because of sin, im crying with pain..

breaking up is fast, but forgetting is hard
the love is painful, and i am hurt alone

p/s : rose, aku da addicted gak da..

Chasing Pavements

I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong I am right, don't need to look no further
This ain't lust, I know this is love

But if I tell the world, I'll never say enough
'Cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do if I'd end up with you

I build myself up and fly around in circles
Wait then as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

Takkan Pernah Bisa

Semakin dalam ku merindukanmu
Semakin jauh kau pergi dariku
Semakin jauh ku mencintaimu
Semakin dalam kau hancurkan aku
Aku tak kan pernah bisa
Bersama, bersama, bersamamu
Ku tak kan pernah bisa
Semakin jauh ku mencintaimu
Semakin dalam kau hancurkan aku

p/s : by Alexa

Goodbye

Goodbye by Jang-Geun Suk

What should I do?
I am just watching you
I can’t even say a short farewell
You hold on to my cold hands
But now I have to send you away
What should I do?
You are going far away
My heart is filling with tears
Even though I try my best to hide it, I can’t
This heart I couldn’t catch

What should I do?
Don’t forget the memories we loved
Even if you find another person that makes you smile
Even the painful farewell
I am glad that it was you
Gathering all my sad tears
Good bye

There was nothing I’ve done for you
Sadly, only scars are left
The person who encompassed my changed heart
Now I have to send you away

What should I do?
Don’t forget the memories we loved
Even if you find another person that makes you smile
Even the painful farewell
I am glad that it was you
If the tears fall because it is so painful to endure

I am glad that it was you
My love that I can’t reach
Now I have to send you away
The only person that can make me laugh is you

Even if love is so deep and the heart hurts so much
Don’t forget the happy memories we shared
Even if you find another person that makes you smile
Even the painful farewell

I am glad that it was you
The thing that I could do with all my sad tears
Good bye

When words fail you, you can always turn to music. Always.

p/s : My blog is turning into a lyrics database.

Late Night Request

Got this from Anis. Thank you Anis~~

Oh,sorrow, won't you flow out?
These tired veins have dried
This tired soul has burned out
Collect her
Bring her back here next to me
Cause I need her now
I need her touch so desperately
So go now, dont come till the night is done
And I will wait for you
Yeah I will wait for you

Oh distance,oh why wont you disappear?
This electric love is so tiring and so dear
Collect her, bring her back here next to me
Cause I need her now
Oh yeah I need her now
So go now, dont come till the job is done
And I will wait for you
Yeah I will wait for you...

p/s : This song is for you.

Kau Harus Ada

Lost my inspiration;

Lelah parut senyum dah jemu
Metafora cair bertemu
Rasa itu ini sementara
Ku takkan di sini selamanya
Rugi jika sendiri
Hanyut jika sendiri

Kau harus ada
Kau harus ada dimana tempat ku berada
Kau harus ada
Kau harus ada bersamaku

Rasa itu ini sementara
Ku takkan di sini selamanya
Rugi jika sendiri
Hanyut jikaku sendiri

I Go

I really like this song right now, you have no idea how much!

So long, fare thee well
The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell
So turn down this bed of stone
Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong
The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life – you’re my sweetest nightingale
But I can’t hear it here no more
And I go
I go
Hush now, dont shake or break
Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadow by the tracks upon your face

p/s : Thank you

Wonderwall

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall <3

p/s : less than 20 days to go to see him

Pergi

Sayu terpisah
Hikayat indah kini hanya tinggal sejarah
Berhembus angin rindu
Begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu

Hujan lebat mencurah kini
Bagaikan tiada henti
Kaulah laguku kau irama terindah
Tak lagi kudengari
Kau pergi

Sepi tanpa kata
Terdiam dan kaku tak daya kau kulupa
Apa pun kata mereka
Biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia

There's no other word for this

Preoccupied without you

I cannot live at all

My whole world surrounds you

I stumble then I crawl.


You could be my someone

You could be my scene

You know that I'll protect you

From all of the obscene

I wonder what you're doing?

Imagine where you are?

There's ocean in between us

But that's not very far.

Satellite Heart

So pretty, so smart
Such a waste of a young heart
Don't you see what's wrong, can't you get it right?
Out of mind, and out of sight

"nenek kakeh, how did you meet nenek kebayan?"

"nenek kakeh, do you love us?"

"nenek kakeh, what is your fav food?"

"nenek kakeh, what do you like to do during ur free time?"

"nenek kakeh, tell me some stories about your police days."

"nenek kakeh, lets go have a walk at the beach."

"nenek kakeh, when is your birthday?"

"nenek kakeh, i love you."

there are so many things to ask you or tell you nenek, and we dont even get the chance to know you better.

you see, since nenek kebayan and nenek kakeh lived separately, the times that we visited nenek kakeh can be counted. sometimes when we went back during the holidays we seldom visited him since he lived with his other children from the second wife. but still, he's our gramps and i regretted for not making the effort to visit him more often. i am not blaming anyone for this, but this is how the situation was. and what saddens me most is that i cant recite even the Al-Fatihah for him because he was a non-muslim.

the last time we visited nenek kakeh in the hospital he said, "i am just waiting for the darkness to come"

i never realized it really was the last time i see him.

so. never ever take the people u love for granted, bcoz if u do, u'll realize one day it is already too late for anything.

p/s : nenek kakeh is in kadazan dusun means grandfather.

Possibility

There's a possibility
All that I had was all I'm gonna get

There's a possibility
All I'm gonna get is gonna be yours then

So tell me when you hear my heart stops
You're the only one who knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There's a possibility I wouldn't know

Know that when you leave
By blood and by me you walk like a thief
By blood and by me, and I fall when you leave

So tell me when my silence is over
You are the reason why I'm closed
Tell me when you hear me falling
There's a possibility it wouldn't show

p/s : dunno what my problem is, but i'm back to pills :((

Derita merindu

Dan aku cuba sedaya upaya

Telah ku usaha dengan sepenuh jiwa

Bagaimana hendak ku lupa
bayangan wajahmu selalu di depan mata
harum baumu masih dapat ku hidu

Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu
jikalau setiap hari merindu

Sekiranya derita merinduimu itu sebenarnya bahagia

Aku pilih derita

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