Twenty5

Gila lamak xpost in here. My hands have been itching for weeks to write something, tho, but I havent got the time. So, thanks Anis for tagging me! :

"Once you have been tagged,you are suppose to write a note, with 25 random thing, fact, habits or goal about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tag you, it's because I want to know more about you. Your cooperation is highly appreciated."

1) I can't ride a bicycle. Trust me. Jgn gelak k!!!!

2) I am a sucker for good food. I spend so much money on good food. More than I spend on my clothes, accessories, bags and stuffs,

3) If I am really upset, my temperature will rise and my body will feel hot. So if you happen to touch me, and it feels like I'm running a fever when I don't look sick, it means I am upset.

4) If I am really upset, and on the verge of crying, I will feel more emotional if someone is very kind to me, and I will cry instantly. So, kalo aku tgh upset, biarkan je aku, nnt kalo pujuk aku makin upset and nangis.

5) I like the smell of the people that I adore, like my boyfriend, or my cat (ok, maybe my cat is not a person, but she's my baby)

6) I don't cry easily in front of people, even in front of my close friends. If I cry in front of you, it means that I am hurt, real baddd

7) I have been doubting my capability as a real engineer.

8) I have been upset a lot lately and it's because of my work.

9) When I get really nervous, the gastric will come and I will get really really sick (vomit)

10) I always try my best to be as punctual as I can. Because I believe that one of the attributes that can make you successful is punctual.

11) If do things in a rush, I will get dizzy. Like literally.

12 ) I am not a tidy person, nor am I selekeh. I am in between.

13) I never know how to dress as pretty as my friends.

14) I have this problem with my body, a big tummy, since God-knows-when.

15) And I also wish that I have a different physical appearance, more matured, not a child like appearance. This body is not really useful especially when you need to gain people's trust and respect when u are an engineer. Argh!! Not gemok tho.

16) I depend a lot on my dad, which I have to change and start living on my own.

17) My siblings are bigger than me, except for my 11 years old brother who is already almost the same height as me.

18) My mother is smaller than me, making her the smallest in the family.

19) I have lots of guy friends, but I only have one close guy friend, and one bestest guy friend.

20) I don't really open up to people even my close friends. I am scared of letting people down, and people letting me down.

21) I have this favourite bolster, that I have since I am 13 years old. I call it 'bantal busuk'.

22) I am not lady like. And I am not a tomboy. I am in between.

23) I get sleepy and comfy when someone play with my hair. But not everyone can touch my hairrr

24) I like fantasy books. Harry Potter, Twilight, etc. But not Lord of The Ring tho. Seriously boring. Chick lits are second.

25) I once used the land line to call my then boyfriend and friends. My parents have to pay app. Rm1k. Huehue.

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It's been 5 weeks since I updated. I miss my classmates and my life in UTP already. Having read their blogs, I realized there's so much that I have been missing in these 5 weeks.

I am doing good, tho I constantly say that I have no money and no job, I actually have been helping my father with his IBS Trainings. And get a few hundred bucks from every training that I handled. Since this IBS Trainings can also be included in the construction category, I have been meeting all kinds of people from the construction world. The participants of the trainings are mostly contractors, or contractors wannabe or Civil engineering final year students, and most of them are older than me.

When I was a civil engineering student, I never fully understood how difficult it is being a female engineer. Having to face the prejudice and all. Esp when my physical appearance is like this. When I went for training in a construction company, my supervisor gave me this to answer "What are the obstacles of being a female engineer?"

I have no idea what to answer at that time. I only answered based on my logic.

But now, I am glad to give him a few pages of answer for this question.

I got a job in KK, Sabah, which will start this weekend. I am kinda nervous (not the sick and vomit level), that I am going there by my own, not having my father by my side and guide me like he did these past few weeks. I will basically do the same thing like I did here, plus managing the company. Planning to invite boyfriend to come to KK for a visit later on too.

I guess I will face the same thing too in KK, and I have to find away to make people see me as their trainer, or as their manager, not a fresh grad kid who earns nothing to be in that position.

I know this will be over after months of experience.

Chayo wani!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh, before I forget;

Latihan Kemahiran Installer IBS
Light Weight Blockwork System
16-20 Januari 2011

Hehe.

p/s : This evening, I randomly asked the mobile shop man what age do I look like, and do I look like a kid to him. He said maybe. huh.

Note to self : Don't get to obsessed with this.

Wish Right Now

Dengan ini saya mengisytiharkan saya telah tag diri sendiri dari blog Rose. Mekaseh Rose kerana menyumbang idea mengupdate blog nie :p

1. Gmbr beg yg korg selalu bawak. sertakan jenama, kegunaan dan riwayat beg tersebut

• beg jenama apa? MNG
• kegunaan beg ni? to put my essentials in when I go out
• riwayat beg? bought in in March. still quite new hehe......

2. Pandangan dekat beg tersebut


eh salah


3. Isi dalam beg

• My wallet of 5 years
• Camera
• Two types of flu tablets (this one is important)
  
• Body Shop perfume
• Pins purse (I bring lots of extra pins and brooches)
  
• Coins purse
• Handphones
• An unknown key
• Keychains
• Coins (yes, I have a coins purse but the coins are still scattered around)
• Car keys
  

4. Tag sesape?

I wanna know anis's, farha's, aeda's, syara's, zima's, cocoq's, illi's, dena's, nora's and amal's bag's content ;p

Secret

Tagged by Zima;

In this tag you have to talk everything about anyone that you like, which is :

Kamal Hafiz



1. apakah hubungan anda dengan dia?

Ah. It is complicated to explain. You guys don't tell him that I like him ok? Malu.


2. 5 impression terhadap dia?

He is selfless. Thinks of others first before thinking for himself

Funny and he likes to (isi tempat kosong) in front of me

Caring and loves cats

Wise and clever (and can get 4 flat if he study his ass off)

Wangieeeeeee


3. perkara yang paling memorable dia lakukan kepada awak?

Once we had a big argument, kinda my bad, but he still thinks of my safety and well-being first eventhough at that time we were not talking to each other


4. perkara yang paling memorable dia katakan pada awak?

"I want to have 10 kids"


5. kalau dia kekasih awak?

Em, this is tricky. Well, I'll treat him good :P


6. kalau dia jadi musuh awak?

How can you hate the person you like?


7. kalau dia kekasih awak, awak akan??


8. kalau dia jadi musuh awak mungkin kerana

Because I killed cats


9. overall impression tentang dia?

He's a breath of fresh air :) Cannot be found anywhere else


10. the most desirable thing to do to her/him

Pounce on him and....

No lah, I want to make him happy that's all

11. apakah awak rasa pandangan orang terhadap awak?

?

12.apakah sebenarnya perangai anda?

I like to sleep most of my free time I spend by sleeping. I am not kidding when I tell you my hobby is sleeping

13. perangai anda yang anda benci?

Procrastinate

14. orang yang anda ingin bersama

Kamal Hafiz

15. katakan sesuatu untuk orang-orang yang suka anda

No one likes me.

16. tag 4 orang

Kamal
Rose
Rafi
Syara

17. no 2 ada hubungan dengan siapa?

Dengan Rafi

18. no 3 lelaki atau perempuan?

Hm. I'm not sure

19. no 1 single kah?

No :P

20. no 4 belajar apa?
Belajar memasak

p/s : :P

Taggity Tag Tag Tag

is it too late for me to do this tag? haha..

Tagged by Amal

Nahhh ni aku punya gamba black n white~ Taken from my fb photo collections (edited sket)

p/s : Rasa best sangat bila dapat jumpa si dia <3

tagged

i owe farha this tag a long time ago XD

Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini.

• lawak
• Raja Lawak
• i am almost sure that she will produce offsprings yg lawak2 juge (lets just say this is a future fact)
• the kindest person ive ever met. btol xtipu!
• sporting! cayalah farha

Nyatakan 5 fakta diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya.

• love to sleep
• not interested in any sports, my knowledge in sports is like 1% only
• have terrible temper especially on the road
• pemalu........ wakakakaka
• 
  

Nyatakan 5 hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya.

• reading blogs
• reading
• reading
• texting people
• readinggggg i m a nerd am i

Anda perlu memilih 7 penerima award seterusnya dan describe tentang mereka.

1. diyana ruzanna - its not a description but i miss her.
2. jason anderson raj - handsome (chia aku klk ah)
3. nur ashikin - i miss her too
4. nadia asyikin - my roommate back at utp who seems shy but actually funny
5. nurharith afnizan - nyehnyehnyehhh
6. helmi - rugby!
7. and anyone else who wants to do this tag

far away

okay so im continuing the tag (took me so long) :)

11. like i said i always forget about things, like this one time when i was buying egg tarts, i paid and then went off.. forgetting the eggtarts on the counter until bf reminded me. huhu.. these things happen to me at least once a day. bf did ask "what were you thinking??" i dont know what i were thinking most of the time huhu
12. i hate milk. i used to have this taboo against drinking milk believing that i will puke whenever i drink milk but i tried drinking milk once (after more than 10 years of not drinking milk) and miraculously i didnt puke hehe but i still hate milk, coz milk always leaves a disturbing sense in my mouth
13. sometimes i have this feeling of wanting everyone to like me, or to be fofular... sometimes.
14. when im upset, or angry my temperature will shoot up hyperbolically until max 100 degrees, (and i get upset easily), sometimes i will also get dizzy that i have to lie down for a while
15. i havent gone shopping for almost a month :) bangga, but i broke the record last week >_< 16. i secretly fear on hearing what others may get for last semester's result coz i know everytime they mention about their results i get more n more disappointed with mine (tho actually its kinda ok, huh)

hehe since ive lots of time i'll continue with the second tag;

The Rules: Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.Post the first definition it gives you. Tag 5 people.

1. Your name?
azwani
azwani isn't defined yet.

2. Your age?
20
the number before 21 and after 19. generally used when counting.

3. One of your friends?
Diyana
diyana isn't defined yet.

4. What should you be doing?
sing
To use one's vocal chords to make musical tones.

5. Favourite colour?
blue
The hue of the portion of the visible spectrum lying between green and indigo, evoked in a human observer by radiant energy with wavelengths of approximately 420 to 490 nanometers.

6. Birthplace?
Malaysia
"The country where education is very highly politicised.Also a country where Malays are literaly spoonfed from their moment of their birth up to their deaths.Even if you are the no.1 student in Malaysia,you won't get a place in a public university of your choice if you are not a Malay.A Malay can beat you to the seat even if he's a freakin' retard.That is guaranteed. Friendly?Yes.Non-racist?Not always so."

7. Month of your birth?
December
The month in which the hottest women are born. (haha)

8. Last person you talked to?
Boyfriend
a great guy who make you feel good bout urself... a protector, and ur best friend

9. One of your nicknames?
Wani
Urban Alligator; a human form gator that lives in a city, or is transient. (ish3... hahah)

10. I tag
dena, dira, jason, nola, jae

okay another; haha.. this is the last one i promise (at least for today) :)
good thing this tag has no rules hehe

1. If your lover betrayed you, how will you react?
i'll get very upset, get very depressed, lost appetite and such. at least for a few years :) haha.. dunno, mayb i'll put a spell on him so that he will suffer. yes im a very bitter person

2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
right now? i wud wish for boyfriend to have higher grades.

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
myself. possible? :)

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
give them all to my parents. i owe them more than that.

5. Would you fall in love with your best friend?
i did. :)

6. Which do you think is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loved by someone more than my love for him. (huh, sama ngn syara la! hehe)

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i wud just go with the flow..

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
dont put any hope for him even if i still like him.

9. If you were to act with someone, who would it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
mestilah edward cullen :)

10. Would you invite your Ex bf/gf to your wedding?
yes, i wud. we're still friends bah.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years' time?
i cant see myself in the future. dh mati kali

12. What’s your greatest fear?
losing my loved ones.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is
hardworking! i envy her for that :)

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
i wud get rich first then i'll want to marry :)

15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
look at the handphone to see what time is it already.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
yes. i wish bf wud too.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
i never fall in love with two people simultaneously. its impossible. at least for me it is.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
no.

dah. thats it for today hehe. i dont know answering tags can be so tiring

bye folks.