you make it real

u know the feeling when one thing goes wrong and upsets u and then all of the other things that have been making u feel terrible begin surfacing. this has got to be one of the worst times in my life;

tonight is the first night in this week that im free of group studies, or meetings, or other engagemants and thought it wud be nice to spend the time with boyfriend but got stood up by him over his friends instead (apparently because of some important brotherhood stuffs).

i miss my cat, terribly, not to mention my family.

the internet connection here is almost useless, it took me more than 50 attempts just to view my blog.

i dunno and i cant imagine how i wud survive in utp without boyfriend with me

i ran out of how i met your mother episodes to watch. and i dont want to watch other series! its not the same.

i received an email saying that i havent returned the books that ive borrowed from kuching library, asked mother's help to return them back but she sounds like she couldnt care less, she even scold me for not taking care of it before i got back to utp

i cant go back to kuching this cny holiday or even to shah alam where thats the second place in the world that i wud feel at home despite the fact that ive been staying in utp for more than 2 years. utp sucks

and that leads to the fact that i cant see dena in kl later.

i am hungry.

i really dont have anything to do. i dont know what to do, i think i wud die of boredom.

i think shopping can solve all the problems at least for a short while, but u see, i often feel like shopping when i have no money and that sucksss

thats about it. the things that makes me feel terrible
k bye..

anyway lagu yang terlewatkan by sheila on 7 is nice.. one of the depressing songs that i can listen to when im depressed :)

k k byebye..