it cant get any worse than this

have you ever stop and think that ure already older than the teen popstars and u can no longer say "nya sama umur ngn kita eh" and instead of calling the waiter in a restaurant 'kakak', they call you 'kakak'...

pendek kata nya kita semua dah tua lah!! malas nak pk gk.

will be apart from boyf for 8 months max and i dont know how i will survive thru this after 2 years of living depending on him. gne? tell me gne?

i dont know how to deal with this jealousy when im away from him..

i told you, im paranoid ok.

and... :( xtauk eh gne nk mdh.

whats wrong with meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

anyway am at labuan now. visiting brother at kml.

i dont know how much longer i can stand it. he's living with his relatives and there's this hot cousin and i am so worried gla worried ok coz his cousin is hot and plus the cousin dont have any other sibling making it only the four of them in the house the cousin's parents and him and the cousin only, i know she's his own cousin and she's like a sister but she's a girl and she has boobs and a vagina and she's hot and she's hot and she's hot and the most terrible part is i cant stop those terrible images in my head.

and did i mention that she's hot? i mean boiling hot ok. he said i dont have anything to worry about but im a worry fart worry pig worry whore so i cant help it

to think that i have to live with this for 8 months...

k lah bye